I am an online university student, unfortunately my mental illness once again stole the ability to attend on-campus classes from me. I am a lesbian. I am a Christian. I am a Poly-Addict; it allows me to express my thoughts & emotions through art. I suffer from Complex PTSD, Major Depression with Psychotic Features, Panic & Anxiety Disorders, Eating Disorder-NOS, Dissociative Disorder-NOS, OCD, and Borderline Personality Disorder. I have been a self-harmer for nearly 20 years; however, on 1/12/2014 I hit one year self-harm free, the longest time period SI free since I was 10 years old. Most importantly, I am a SURVIVOR of childhood sexual abuse and adult attacks.